Just Me

Today my uncle lost his fight to cancer, he was the eldest in my mom family and the anchor to this family.  I never had such a great hatred to anything in my entire life like I do toward cancer.  I am currently fighting the disease and my birth mother, her mother and another brother has lost their battle to this dam disease.  I pray God will grant us a cure to this disease if there isn't one already or if the conspiracy theory are true (that the pharmacies makes more $ on those that are sick than cured).  If there is a cure I pray he touch someone heart to release the cure regardless if anyone makes money or not.  My uncle passing is such a weight on my heart, I know he is in a better place but I am not.  It's selfish of me to want him to continue here with me but I want him back whole without those germs disturb his body.  I love you Uncle Robert with all that's in me.  God please take care of my Uncle he was a strong solider for you while you allow us the time to share with him. Thank you Lord....